If I Was Your Girl by Meredith Russo

If I Was Your Girl

A new kind of big-hearted novel about being seen for who you really are.Amanda Hardy is the new girl in school. Like anyone else, all she wants is to make friends and fit in. But Amanda is keeping a secret, and she's determined not to get too close to anyone. But when she meets sweet, easygoing Grant, Amanda can't help but start to let him into her life. As they spend more time together, she realizes just how much she is losing by guarding her he...


Details If I Was Your Girl

TitleIf I Was Your Girl
Author
Release DateMay 3rd, 2016
PublisherFlatiron Books
LanguageEnglish
GenreYoung Adult, Lgbt, Contemporary, Romance, Fiction
Rating

Reviews If I Was Your Girl

  • Emily May
    2016-03-07
    Edit: I have edited this review because some of what I said hurt members of the trans community, as well as those who love and support them. I have always believed myself to be one of this latter group, but my actions regarding this review did not reflect that. I am deeply sorry for what I said and the upset it caused. I also apologise for becoming defensive when others tried to educate me as to why I was hurtful. Many times people have told me t...
  • Raeleen Lemay
    2015-11-25
    Read for Book Riot's 2017 Read Harder Challenge: #15 Read a YA or middle grade novel by an author who identifies as LGBTQ+I totally forgot to review this when I finished it (mainly because it was like 3 am when I finished it, wow) but I really enjoyed it! My only qualm is sort of a spoiler, so I don't want to talk about it too much, but overall I found this to be a super enjoyable read. I think this is the first YA book with a trans main characte...
  • Lola
    2016-06-26
    The thing with If I Was Your Girl is that it’s not exactly entertaining, enthralling, extremely interesting or surprising.Instead, it’s important, eye-opening, thought-provoking and emotional.It all depends on what you want. If you want to read a book that you’ll breeze through while laughing and smiling and just having a great time, If I Was Your Girl is not the right pick.This is the type of story you read because you want to learn more a...
  • Emma Giordano
    2017-06-12
    4.5 Stars!! I really enjoyed this read. It was a super quick, fast-paced novel, yet still conquered sensitive topics.This is definitely a cute, sweet book that finds an equal balance with some intense subject matter. It was a lovely reading experience to be able to be smiling with giddiness one moment, but feeling heartbroken and wanting to cry the next. Definitely a book with a whirlwind of emotions! If I Was Your Girl was the first book I've r...
  • April (Aprilius Maximus)
    2015-11-25
    This was freaking INCREDIBLE, y'all.Trigger Warning: depression, suicide, suicidal thoughts, severe bullying.
  • Elise (TheBookishActress)
    2018-02-15
    I went into this slightly paranoid it would be a generic Book Written To Be Important. From reviews, I couldn’t tell if people had thought they should enjoy this book or whether they actually had. But after only a half hour of the audiobook, I realized this was not your typical book written to educate - it’s a story that stands all on its own. There’s something very powerful about the story of a girl finally getting to be a girl, finally ge...
  • Wendy Darling
    2015-12-02
    3.5 stars It's so very important that books like this are written and published and read, and IF I WAS YOUR GIRL heralds the beginning of a promising new YA imprint at Flatiron Books. I'm especially heartened by the fact that not only is this a story about a trans girl written by a trans woman, but that the cover art also features a trans model. More of this, please. Still, in my eyes, there are two major obstacles that prevent this from being a ...
  • karen
    2016-04-04
    congratulations! semifinalist in goodreads' best young adult fiction category 2016!"It's easy to act like my past never happened, but it feels like I've put up this wall around my heart that stops me from being really close with him.""You know walls are there for a reason though, right?… They keep things safe and they keep things from falling apart."reviewing this book in terms of whether it is "good" or "not good" is almost irrelevant, because...
  • Cece (ProblemsOfaBookNerd)
    2015-09-27
    I know this is a book that will stay with me. It walks a truthful line between queer tragedy and a more positive reality, which can be a difficult topic to straddle. It is honest, and it is emotional, and it is absolutely a story that everyone will get something out of.
  • Kelly (and the Book Boar)
    2017-04-11
    Find all of my reviews at: http://52bookminimum.blogspot.com/I was going to not post anything in my review space and make some sort of disclaimer instead stating “sometimes you just probably shouldn’t write anything at all,” but then I saw my friend Rachel had already done that and I didn’t really want to get sued for plagiarism, so here I am. Instead of leaving nothing, I’m going to use the author’s own words . . . . . “I have, in ...
  • Jennifer Masterson
    2016-05-30
    3.5 Stars rounded up to 4. This is a VERY important book!!! "If I Was Your Girl" is a YA Novel that parents should encourage their children to read!!! So why did I read this book? Because of all of the hate going on as of late, and because of the new discriminatory law directed towards the transgender community in North Carolina.Amanda is a teenager who has transitioned from a boy to a girl. She moves from her mother's to her somewhat estranged f...
  • Kelly
    2015-10-01
    Rumor has it the cover model is a trans girl :)[update: the rumor is true!]____________________This book is everything. I hope it becomes the game changer that it's poised to be. Amanda is an incredibly real, fully-fleshed girl with a tremendous heart and tremendous hope, even when she questions it. This is a story that isn't about transitioning in the sense of changing from male to female; it's a book about transitioning into the next places, wh...
  • Trina (Between Chapters)
    2015-12-02
    Video review here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WqZrq...I read this book in 2 days, which is rare for me. It's a debut novel and therefore I found some writing elements to be weak, but this story is SO. SO. IMPORTANT. I think anyone, regardless of their age or identity would get something valuable out of this book. This book is intended for readers who are cis, trans, and anyone in between. You may see yourself in Amanda, or you may see yourse...
  • Lala BooksandLala
    2015-11-25
    This had fantastic self aware writing, a wonderful main character, and great messages woven throughout.
  • Melanie (TBR and Beyond)
    2016-11-05
    “I'm not brave,” I said, smiling despite myself. “Bravery implies I had a choice. I’m just me, you know?” You can find this review and all of my other reviews at Novel Descent Thanks for the support!Absolutely adored this book, even if it did manage to rip my heart out a few times. Trigger warnings for this book are: suicide, bullying, and rape. If I was Your Girl follows a young transwoman who has is going to live with her estranged fa...
  • Natalie Monroe
    2017-01-19
    "I should have been born a girl." First and foremost, I should mention I am a cis woman. My review is limited by my own experiences, which has unfortunately not included actual face-to-face contact with a trans person.Now that that's out of the way, I did think If Was Your Girl was a teensy unrealistic. But, BUT— *dodges flying tomato* not the kind you think. My beef is with how easily Amanda is accepted into the social fold. First day at schoo...
  • Whitney Atkinson
    2017-12-17
    TW: bullying, suicide, transphobia, & homophobiaThank you Flat Iron Books for the free review copy!This would have been a four star book because I thought it was a well-rounded story about Amanda becoming confident in herself and transforming into someone brave and self-assured, but I took off an entire star because the way that she was outed was so cruel and unnecessary. I could feel it coming from early on in this book so it wasn’t shocking...
  • Mara
    2016-11-27
    This book is publishing done right. A contemporary YA romance about a transgender girl, written by a transgender woman and featuring a transgender model on the cover. Absolutely loved Amanda's story!
  • Dahlia
    2015-01-20
    You know books people say are great just because they're so necessary in concept and premise, but then the execution and/or style kinda suck but no one wants to admit it?This is not that. I legit loved it, from the dedication to the author's note to the book itself, and will be rec-ing the shit out of it for the next year and beyond. So happy to finally have a trans book by a trans author in YA from a big publisher, and the fact that there's even...
  • Romie
    2017-02-09
    I can’t possibly understand why I’ve waited so long to finally read this book. Like what the hell was wrong with me ?I can't even think properly right now, because this book .... THIS BOOK guys.The story was amazing, I really like the dual-time aspect because it helped me to understand Amanda a lot more, to see where she's coming from and how much she went through.I loved the romance, the way Grant and Amanda just 'clicked' like she said so w...
  • *eKa*
    2017-01-03
    If I was Your Girl is my second book that deals with transgender theme. My first one is Lily and Dunkin. So, reading this book is like reading Lily's transgender life only she's more grown up and her name here is Amanda. Both Lily and Amanda got bullied at school. They also has a forbearing and understanding mother but an intolerant father. What's new from this book for me is that now I got to see how a fully transgender people like Amanda socia...
  • ☙ percy ❧
    2016-05-08
    [Received this book through Goodreads First Reads Giveaway.]"I wasn't sorry I existed any more. I deserved to live. I deserved to find love. I knew now - I believed, now - that I deserved to be loved."I cried a grand total of 4 times during this book, not counting the tear I shed at the Author's Note at the very end. It is very brave to be transgender in this world, and it's even braver to write a book about a transgender character based on your ...
  • Mafi
    2017-04-09
    Definitivamente posso dizer que nunca tinha lido um livro com uma personagem assim.Um livro importante que devia ser lido por todos, sendo a autora transexual não tenham receio de não ficarem bem informados, pois não sendo um livro explícito sobre a transição, informa bem alguns passos do processo físico e psicológico da protagonista. Gostei muito e espero ler mais livros dentro deste tema que me façam ganhar mais conhecimento sobre o as...
  • Chelsea (chelseadolling reads)
    2017-02-24
    This book was so very cute, and SOOO informative. I learned so much about the trans community and how to be respectful of those within it and I am just so pleased to have read it. Only taking off a star because I feel like there were a few bits of the plot that were a little convenient or left unresolved, but I'm still so happy with this.
  • Elizabeth
    2018-02-09
    I will start off by saying that I am a cis woman, and therefore my review is limited to my own experiences. I love being a woman. It is a huge part of who I am, and I would be devastated if tomorrow someone told me I had to be a man because that's who I really was. My heart breaks for trans people when I think about the incredible amount of difficulties they face, simply for being themselves. And the amount of people who can't be themselves due t...
  • ✨ jamieson ✨
    2016-11-11
    i'm so glad I finally read this book. It's been sitting on my backlist collecting dust and I'm SO GLAD I finally read it. This is an ownvoices book about a transwoman called Amanda who moves schools in order to live with her father. It follows her becoming situated in the town, and trying to navigate high school life, whilst not outing herself as trans to those she meets. I think this was definitely a strong debut, the prose really carried me thr...
  • Jenny (Reading Envy)
    2016-08-22
    I kept hearing about this book and decided I needed to read it too. In some ways I believe it's a first - a YA novel about a transgender teen, written by a transgender author, and even the cover model is a transperson from what I understand. Crossing boundaries like crazy.On other levels it is a pretty "typical" teen novel, in the sense that Amanda discovers that she is not the only one with secrets, not the only one living with high stakes shoul...
  • Emer
    2017-07-23
    from the blurb:"Amanda Hardy is the new girl in school. Like any other girl, all she wants is to make friends and fit in. But she is keeping a secret. There’s a reason why she transferred schools for her senior year, and why she’s determined not to get too close to anyone. Amanda used to be Andrew."As I was reading this book I was a little disappointed. Because this is such a hugely important subject matter. We need more own voices YA novels ...
  • Tasha
    2017-02-16
    4.5 starsSuch a wonderful book. I love that this was not about Amanda transitioning but just her being a girl and falling in love with a boy. The ending left me wanting so much MORE.