Etched in Sand by Regina Calcaterra

Etched in Sand

Regina Calcaterra is a successful lawyer, New York State official, and activist. Her painful early life, however, was quite different. Regina and her four siblings survived an abusive and painful childhood only to find themselves faced with the challenges of the foster-care system and intermittent homelessness in the shadows of Manhattan and the Hamptons.

Details Etched in Sand

TitleEtched in Sand
Release DateAug 6th, 2013
PublisherWilliam Morrow Paperbacks
GenreNonfiction, Autobiography, Memoir, Biography, Sociology, Abuse

Reviews Etched in Sand

  • Petra X
    The book's a genuine tear-jerker. Five little children all abused, a couple of them worse than the others with beatings and imprisonment, starvation and whatever else their mother (their five fathers were not present) could think up when she was present and not off on one of her months-long jaunts. You might think this was in some far-off country, but no it was in NY.They were let down time and again by social services so much so that they felt a...
  • Sara Strand
    I don't know where to start this review other than to say this isn't a book for the faint of heart. As a parent myself, there were parts of this book that were really hard for me to digest because I don't know how a person could care so little for their child, let alone five children. I really struggled through parts of this book because you want to think that things can't get any worse but you know that they will and they do. And it really just ...
  • Clif Hostetler
    Reading this book is made tolerable only by the fact that the reader is informed in the Prologue that it has a happy ending—an example of survival beyond expectations from a horrendous childhood family environment. It makes a wonderful story when children from this sort of background are able to thrive as adults. I hate to consider how many examples may exist where children never manage to free themselves from the grip of poverty and abuse.When...
  • Carmen Blankenship
    Etched in Sand .... This book put me through the wringer, and I was just the reader. Regina Calcaterra shares with us the brutal, torcherous, and horrendous abuse she and her 4 siblings endured at the hand of the mother Cookie Calcaterra. I am not sure I have felt such intense hatred for a charachter in a book in my entire life. She was a viscous narcissist who in no way should have been allowed to have children, let alone five. What is refreshin...
  • Terry
    Etched In Sand arrived yesterday- I was up into the wee hours of the morning to finish this beautifully written, compelling memoir. Regina Calcaterra, who is now a highly successful public advocate lawyer involved in NYS Government, courageously shares the painful, desperate world of her impoverished childhood in suburban Long Island. She is the middle child of 5 siblings of 5 different but absent fathers, who suffer the abuses of their mentally ...
  • Cindy
    4.5 stars, but A BIG PROBLEM.Great memoir. Bravely written and a wonderful example of internal and personal perseverance. HOWEVER, it's important to point out, a major disconnect in the author's perceptions. I'm still amazed at how emotionally stilted being in the foster care system can be for children who grow into emotionally stilted adults. I was taken aback at her contempt of the overworked, underfunded social service system. Her utter stoici...
  • Licha
    Call me cold-hearted but I just didn't buy into this story. I am ready to lump this one right alongside A Child Called It. The author never comes across as likable, in fact I quite disliked her. She at times acts arrogant, ungrateful, and entitled. There's a point where Regina finally tells the truth to authorities and she ends up in a foster home where so is so ungrateful to the people who take her in and treat her well that I shut down any empa...
  • Avi Morris
    Whenever I start to read a memoir about a difficult childhood, I think, well, it probably isn't going to be all that different from the others, and I'm invariably wrong. Each story is horrific and moving with a unique version of living hell. In Etched in Sand, Regina Calcaterra recounts in vivid, simple prose the misery and chaos she and her three sisters and a brother faced living with their brutal mother, and too often without her as for months...
  • Perri
    Calcaterra tells a harrowing story growing up with an alcoholic, abusive and generally all- around despicable excuse of a human being for a mother. She and her four siblings are beaten, starved and do a better job of raising each other than when Cookie(they refuse to call her mom) stays home,. Fortunately for them she regularly abandons them for long periods of time. What I found particularly disheartening (view spoiler)[was how other family memb...
  • Lori L (She Treads Softly)
    Etched in Sand: A True Story of Five Siblings Who Survived an Unspeakable Childhood on Long Island by Regina Calcaterra is the true story of the abuse and neglect the author and her siblings suffered through - at the hands of their mother and in a system that wasn't working as it should. Regina notes that her childhood made her very aware of how people in power can impact the lives of others and this knowledge helped lead her to her present day c...
  • Phyllis
    This book, written by Regina Calceterra is about the lives of her three sisters and brother growing up with an alcoholic and an extremely emotionally, mentally and physically abusive mother. I don't even know where to start with this. Sometimes homeless, sometimes living in the worst of living conditions these children managed to survive. Sometimes left on their own, with no food, no heat in the winter, in and out of foster care (sometimes good b...
  • Jen from Quebec :0)
    Unbelievable. In a reading challenge I am doing for this site, I needed to read a book that featured SAND on the cover- I know, right? So, I thought that this one looked promising and the Kindle price was right. I am always interested in stories about the foster care system in America, as I see so many ways it can be improved upon- and I live in Canada! For this reason, I have always read the books of Cathy Glass, who writes about her experiences...
  • Bobbieshiann
    Heartbreak, abuse, and a broken system are what you find in this book. Though it is Regina who tells her story, she has 4 other siblings who share a horrible life as well. A mother's favoritism and selfishness leave her children mentally and physically hurt. A "mother" who is a drunk and uses her body to get what she wants, takes her children on a journey that will change them forever. Yes, in the end, they come back to each other and find a way ...
  • Linda Toft
    It is absolutely amazing how the author of this book and her siblings rose above their tragic childhood! They lived their lives with a damaged mother who's contribution was to give birth to them then often leave them to fend for themselves, a flawed system that continued to fail these children and society's ability not to see what was happening to them! They experienced so much damage, mentally and physically from those closest to them, yet they ...
  • Lectus
    Who is Regina Calcaterra? Well, currently, she is the Chief Deputy Executive of Suffolk County. Sounds fancy?What is interesting is Regina’s life. Raised by an abusive mother, Regina and her four siblings endured a tragic childhood facing hunger, physical, psychological abuse, and their share of foster care.In Etched in Sand, Regina proudly recounts the early years of her life until she became a lawyer and a New York State Official.The book is ...
  • Dawn Triola
    What an inspiring bring things into perspective book! First of all, Regina, thank you for rising above your horrible upbringing and being strong enough in the end to tell your story.Growing up in NJ, so close to NY, I never heard of this horrible woman who not only had 5 children but then refused to be a mother to them. The conditions these children grew up in are incredibly horrific. I wish this mother was still alive to read her "daughters" sto...
  • DeB MaRtEnS
    Read it in one sitting! A remarkable story of these five children who managed to grow into strong adults by creating a family unit within themselves and with their determination to protect it from their abusive mother or separation from social services. Harrowing, heartbreaking, inspiring. Wonderful. Read it!
  • Kathleen (QueenKatieMae)
    Regina Calcaterra's powerful memoir, Etched In Sand, begins with her flying over the ravaged neighborhoods of Long Island following the hurricane, Super Storm Sandy. As chief deputy executive of Suffolk County, it is Regina Calcaterra's job to regulate, not just post-disaster funding, but any government resources her county receives. Calcaterra's career in public service is not accidental; growing up with four siblings and an abusive, neglectful,...
  • Courtney Allen
    This title was masterfully authored by Regina Calcaterra, who is a prominent lawyer, New York State government official, and activist for children's rights. First and foremost, this is a true-life memoir of hope and inspiration. This book brings to light the heart-wrenching account of Calcaterra's indigent childhood, the complete failure of her mother to care for her and her siblings, but also the failure of the foster care and social services sy...
  • Allison Hiltz
    From The Book Wheel:I don’t even know where to start. This book is just that powerful. I’ve been putting off writing this review because I was trying to figure out how to put into words the impact it had on me and I’ve finally realized that I’m speechless. Absolutely speechless. And we all know that never happens. I read this book from cover to cover (until 4 am) and cried for the Calcaterra kids on numerous occasions.I’m getting my M...
  • david
    There are just too many stories available to any reader, in this day of instant access, of atrocities/horrors that have befallen a child, a person, an animal, a country of people.And this is just another one of them.The woman who authors this memoir is a politician and an attorney, both jobs of questionable personal veracity if one were to develop a ‘truth matrix.’In a similar Didion-esque way, this story leaves a bad taste in the mouth.I do ...
  • Meg - A Bookish Affair
    "Etched in Sand" blew me away! This is one of those books where the subject matter is incredibly intense but you will be absolutely drawn to this story. Regina and her siblings lived through such horrible things at the hands of their mother and they come out on the other side and are able to overcome their situation. It was really amazing to read this book where there are so many bad things going on and to see that good things can still come out ...
  • Suzanne Leopold
    $1.99 on amazon kindle and ibooks
  • Sophia Stucki
    Good book, lots and lots of tears, I am a bit partial because I am a foster parent and because I grew up in an abusive home. As a child I could relate to the feelings Regina has as her awful mother let’s then raise themselves. Easy fast read. ***A lot of Triggers for anyone in abusive homes. ****There were a few parts that jumped around and I was confused for a second. I see how social work has somewhat changed for the better, but I also see ho...
  • Beth Hatch
    I've been on a mission to learn why some children of dysfunctional, abusive homes are able to live and thrive and become successful and some children do not. Some grow up and become dependent on drugs and alcohol and perpetuate the cycle of abuse; some stop the cycle and are able to create a loving family and successful career despite their upbringing. After reading this book, and others, as well as personal experience, I am starting to think tha...
  • Marilyn Souza
    Luckily, Regina Calcaterra lets us know in the first pages of the book that all the children in her family have survived their horrific upbringing at the hands of a mentally ill and alcoholic mother. Otherwise, the repeated tales of abuse and neglect would overwhelm the reader. The book instead is a testament to the tenacity of the human spirit, to maintain hope and familial love in the face of terrible odds.Calcaterra, through her own intelligen...
  • Anne Hawn Smith
    This was an excellent book. It is unbelievable how Regina Calcaterra survived this abuse, much less having the stellar career she has had. The fact that all five of her siblings managed to survive and lead productive lives is nothing short of a miracle.Their mother was mentally ill and emotionally warped and she only needed her children to get welfare money. She was just shrewd enough to say the right things to HRS to continue to get benefits whi...
  • Sandie
    Right off the bat...I have to warn that there is a great deal of harsh language in this book. I have often been asked to write my own story and many times I reply that I don't enjoy the harsh language that would accompany my story. Regina Calcaterra did a fabulous job of telling her story. The main characters needed to be shared in the way they were experienced and therefore the language was part of the experience. I am in awe of the way this sto...
  • Lori
    I read this on my kindle. Regina C.has written a memoir of her horrible childhood. she was one of five kids, each one had a different father. their mother was a terrible selfish woman who abused all of them but the single boy in the bunch.Regina and her siblings spent a childhood of abuse,hunger,homelessness. she beat Regina severely. the kids learned how to steal to even eat. between the times they lived with the horrible mother they called "Coo...
  • Mariamilz
    A very courageous yet powerful book about the lives of five abandoned children placed in foster care. Thoughout their journey through the foster care system, they never forgot about each other. Their mother had several unresolved issues throughout her own life but they still had a bond with her, which proves that blood is thicker than water. each sibling was strong in their own way, leading separate lives but always tried to stay in touch with th...