If I Ever (Hell or High Water #4) by S.E. Jakes

If I Ever (Hell or High Water #4)

Some ghosts refuse to stay buried . . .Prophet and Tom have been through the wringer more times than they can count, both as partners in the field and in life. Yet despite it all, they’ve built something great together. But now they need to protect it again: Prophet’s old nemesis, John Morse, is back and threatening everything he loves.Prophet is driven enough to take John down alone, and with a chance to do exactly that on the table, he runs...

Details If I Ever (Hell or High Water #4)

TitleIf I Ever (Hell or High Water #4)
Release DateJan 21st, 2019
PublisherRiptide Publishing
GenreRomance, M M Romance, War, Military Fiction

Reviews If I Ever (Hell or High Water #4)

  • Wendy
    It has been a really really long wait for this book. Years even... So when it finally arrived, I got a bit nervous. After waiting so long, I really needed this to be good. And it was....I loved the hell out of it !! It picks up right after the previous book ended and we are in for one hell of a ride !!So many secrets are about to be revealed, some of them really test the love between Tommy and Prophet. And that's not even the biggest challenge t...
  • Kunstix
    I don't expect authors to put their books over their personal lifes but a short note like: "I'm going to make a writing-break for a year, for 5 years or whatever would be nice..."
  • Alisa
    *please note trigger warning at end of review*I went into this with some trepidation. It's been 5 years since the last book came out and I was concerned that my tastes had changed a lot since then. I actually thought about skipping this all together but I really wanted to see what was happening with Mal and Cillian. After reading this I think that was definitely part of my issue with this book but there were oh so may others. The overall plot was...
  • Trio
    Fans of SE Jakes’ “Hell or High Water” series, the wait is over. Trust me when I tell you it was worth it! The fourth and final episode of Prophet and Tom’s story, If I Ever, has all the action, drama, double dealing, and steamy hot and dirty sex I require in an SE Jakes novel. This one is spectacular!I don’t want to spoil too much, but since it’s promised in the dedication, I can say that our boys do finally get their happily-ever-af...
  • Bev
    Well...what can I say?? Absolutely Fab-u-lous. Loved it to bits. Not giving any spoilers away here, but I was left with a HUGE smile on my face at the end after much fist pumping and muted cheering [people still in bed here 😉]. I loved the banter, the camaraderie, the fact that Prophet and Tom actually DID have people they could rely on to be there for them [unlike some 🤬] without question and any barefaced lies.I'm hoping [pretty please??]...
  • ♣ Irish Smurfétté ♣
    I couldna ask for anything more:For all the secrets kept deep inside so many people throughout this series, the payoffs are just as significant. Mal is still and forever will be... just... everything. **The bazillion bonds that inform the friendships between all of these people: LOVE. I LOVE. LOOOOOOVE. Ren, oh Ren, you're a *veeeery* close second to Mal as the brilliant and organic comic relief, just by being yourself. And yes, you read that rig...
  • Natalia
    Worth the wait!! Sad to see the end of the series, but hopefully we will see more of the guys in Mal’s books.
  • JustJen
    To say this book was a long-time coming would be a gross understatement. However, given the circumstances and what Ms. Jakes has been through for the past few years, I’m grateful she came through with this at all.That said, it has been approximately five years since the previous book, and had I had more notice of when this was actually coming out, I would have liked to have gone back and re-read this series to freshen my memory. I highly recomm...
  • Bitchie
    Finally, a book checked off my "lost books" shelf!I'll be honest, I'm kind of let down, here. It felt like the author was trying to make up for leaving readers hanging for so damned long by throwing everything possible into the plot. There were backstabs and betrayals every where you looked, a surprise revelation (or two) about Tom's old FBI mentor, AND the guy that recruited him for EE, and at least one surprise mission that I kept thinking woul...
  • MouthLeaf
    If I Ever harkens back to a simpler time, when the genre of Man-lovin'-Man Romance was more akin to lady-approved fantasy porn: An amalgamation of toxically masculine yet sensitive heroes, expression of unfulfilled sexual desires, cultural stereotypes and action movie clichés. It was a world where all men were alpha males and all men were at least partially gay - and by partially gay, that means probably fully gay. It was a world where all men w...
  • JenMcJ
    3.5 stars rounded up because it's my own fault I didn't do my homework. Well. Ok. My mistake is that I didn't re-read at least the last book (but it would have been best to binge read all 4 prior books) before I picked up this one. With a 5 year gap, I really should have because it took me a long time to remember the people and their interconnections. A lot of what I did remember came from the author pretty adeptly jogging memories without feelin...
  • I~❤️~Books
    ✮5 Stars✮ 💗
  • Kristie
    I have many mixed feelings about this book. Let me just say that as this is part of a series, it is imperative that readers read all the books in the series prior. There is not way to read this book without at least some knowledge of the character, who they are, what they've been through, and all the history. And history... this is so much of that. I have a lot of books to read and catch up on, but I was so eager to read this, been waiting years ...
  • Rennie
    I’m giving this 5 stars because it’s Tommy and Prophet and I thought I’d never ever get to read this book (I always hoped I would, though). And you know what ; it was good, really good. Now, can we please get some more Cillian and Mal?? Because 😍😍😍
  • Meg Elisabeth
    Shocker. This book was actually released. I'll be completely honest and admit I'm shocked it was released at all - I'd really given up on it.So... was it worth the wait??? In short, no. For me, at least.To be frank, this book is a bit of a mess. There was so. much. going on, and most of it seemed... I don't know... convoluted and meandering, maybe? Not a ton of it made sense; there was always something happening in the "background" that seemed to...
  • K
    Some people might criticize because of the length between this book and last but - life happens - in our own and it is the same with authors. I was just happy to get more of the guys I love so much and to do another reread of the series I love so much. I was not disappointed- and we not only got a ton of Tom and Prophet but the rest of the gang. It picked up right where the last one left off and i am so excited for Mal/Cillian and Doc and Nico ...
  • Dora Esquivel
    What can I say it, loved it!I've been waiting so long for this book. Missed Prophet and Tommy. Can't wait to read more about Mal and Cillian.